Just mentally preparing myself for the hurt coming up.
I knew this was going to happen.
I can't stay happy for more than a week, without SOMETHING going wrong.
Or maybe I do it to myself.
Either way, I hope this doesn't follow me into my future.
I hope you read this and go,
"Who is she talking about?"
Then realize that you're that one.
We talked every night for about two weeks,
Late at night.
You never guessed that I may have liked you.
I know nothing will happen between us.
You like me?
Never will.
I'm not what you're looking for.
You never asked me,
so you will never know.
Hopefully,
one day, you'll come to your sense's.
And ASK me how I feel about you.
I'll tell you.
I'll ask how you feel about me,
you won't return the same feelings back.
I know this,
because there are three others.
Three others that you can't see yourself dating.
They aren't what you're looking for either.
How do I know this?
You told me.
Unsuspecting that I would be hurt by your words.
You didn't intend to hurt me,
You didn't know how I felt.
Understandable.
Maybe I should make it more clear?
No.
I will not allow myself to get hurt.
I've told you once.
Quite a while ago..
You never said anything back.
Just completely changed the subject.
How did I feel?
Not that bad considering I never let my feelings grow before I told you.
Why not?
I'm not sure.
How do I feel now?
I like you more than I did before.
I don't quite know what it is about you,
but something about you draws me in,
maybe it's the fact that you scare the living daylights out of me.
Or maybe you just have this aura around you,
that draws me in.
Makes me want you.
Maybe,
Just maybe, It's your personality.
How you can change it,
in person?
Happy, spazzing out even.
Computer?
Depressed, excited for the most ridiculous things.
And I love every bit of it.
All and all,
I hope you'll read this,
and KNOW now how I feel.
...
-Paige.
<3
I knew this was going to happen.
I can't stay happy for more than a week, without SOMETHING going wrong.
Or maybe I do it to myself.
Either way, I hope this doesn't follow me into my future.
I hope you read this and go,
"Who is she talking about?"
Then realize that you're that one.
We talked every night for about two weeks,
Late at night.
You never guessed that I may have liked you.
I know nothing will happen between us.
You like me?
Never will.
I'm not what you're looking for.
You never asked me,
so you will never know.
Hopefully,
one day, you'll come to your sense's.
And ASK me how I feel about you.
I'll tell you.
I'll ask how you feel about me,
you won't return the same feelings back.
I know this,
because there are three others.
Three others that you can't see yourself dating.
They aren't what you're looking for either.
How do I know this?
You told me.
Unsuspecting that I would be hurt by your words.
You didn't intend to hurt me,
You didn't know how I felt.
Understandable.
Maybe I should make it more clear?
No.
I will not allow myself to get hurt.
I've told you once.
Quite a while ago..
You never said anything back.
Just completely changed the subject.
How did I feel?
Not that bad considering I never let my feelings grow before I told you.
Why not?
I'm not sure.
How do I feel now?
I like you more than I did before.
I don't quite know what it is about you,
but something about you draws me in,
maybe it's the fact that you scare the living daylights out of me.
Or maybe you just have this aura around you,
that draws me in.
Makes me want you.
Maybe,
Just maybe, It's your personality.
How you can change it,
in person?
Happy, spazzing out even.
Computer?
Depressed, excited for the most ridiculous things.
And I love every bit of it.
All and all,
I hope you'll read this,
and KNOW now how I feel.
...
-Paige.
<3
