BUT.
I'm exceptionally happy that you're the one leading me on,
rather than someone else.
I know that's not the best thing to say.
But you're the one I would enjoy being with.
Yet, you don't want to be with me.
So, right now,
as hard as it is to say this...
I'm okay with that.
I'll stick with talking with you,
when you feel like talking.
(I will always feel like talking)
I won't message/call you first.
Only because I think it annoys you.
A few weeks ago,
You said some things that really made me think;
"Do you like me?"
"Can you see yourself with me?"
...
You say all these things.
But you never back them up.
One day, you act as though you like me,
and enjoy talking to me.
Even about the most ridiculous things.
The next,
you act like you don't want to be part of me at all.
Wtf?
I love every minute of talking to you.
I really do.
I love your sarcastic nature.
The way you express yourself,
especially when it comes to something that you love to argue about.
That's the fun part.
You rant.
A lot.
...
You have no idea just how much you've changed me.
Before I met you...
I took everything too seriously.
Now, I know when people are joking.
Annnnnnd when they're not.
I really appreciate you for that.
So, I just want to take the time to thank you.
Thank you. :]
(Even if you are leading me on)
I'm not sure why I like talking to you.
You make me feel special.
Like I have a purpose on this world.
You may not express it fully.
But when you do...
It means the world to me.
One day.
I hope I have the courage to tell you how I feel.
That day will come,
and when it does.
you'll know how I feel.
I won't have to hide it any more.
